Saturday, March 21, 2009 ;

i just pity my grandpa . he's lonely without her now .
what makes me so guilty is, he'll always call me at work .
and ask if i'm sleeping over at his place .
and i'll answer yes .
but let him wait & never appear .
he wants me to accompany him there .
since i'm the first guy grandchild to him .
but i'm just a fuck up guy like i always am .
cause i've never been doing much for him .
instead i make him worry & left him to cry alone at home .
i just feel so useless .
i keep thingking, will i ever get a chance to do what my siblings got to do .
they got to share their earning with my grandmama .
and i didnt . & it hurts alot !
& now i'm left with my grandpapa to do that for .
will i ever get chance ?


hehehe. . .
just a crazy thing to do .
i'll get kill by her for doing this .
but what the hack .
here's the most ugly & most cunning side of my princess .
wee . . .

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pyan saturday is my intro here . my first cry 5th December 1988 .

life have been so wonderful since i met gorgeous wifey nurulain ismail on the 10th November 2007 & i can also bring up that her love she gives is unmatch . and never have i thought of replacing her, cause it'll be hard for me to find someone who is willing to love me like how she does . no offence, but she's the only one i can say that know lots about my inner & outter part . i'd like to thank her for never stop trying .

i'm also blessed with manwey(dad), varda(mom), arwen(eldest sis), luthien(elder sis) & arien(baby sis) . they are the ones that have seen all my weakness, my bullshit, my everything easy to say . with lots of shits done to them from me . they've never put me aside . they've never stop loving me . they've never stop putting hopes on me . for now, i may not be able to repay them & show them what they really meant to me . for now .
Hajah Rugajah Binte Sued. I miss you anek.

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