Saturday, March 28, 2009 ;

quarrels, mis-understanding & blaming each other is what me & my mama has been doing for the past few days .
nurulain i'm really trying hard to achieve what you wanted .
always had & forever will .
but you just cant seem to be patient .
if you really thing that i can never change .
than why did you gave me all those hopes .
why did you took everything away .
why did i even have the heart to put everything aside & put you infront .
why have you been guiding my path for the past 16months .
the things i'm getting from you are complaints bout me, getting bored in an instant even with me by your side & shouting !
do you know how it feels ?
it really feels like we've just got to know each other .
and you dont like my personality .
i really expect you to know me, to understand me .
yes you do that, but complaint will come after that .
why do i have the feeling that you dont know much about me "anymore" .
argh !
cut the crap .
i know that you love me and i want you to be my side at every sec .
and just make every single sec as my last cause that is what i've been thingking everytime if you were to go home or sleep .
nurulain i really can do it .
but all i need is you nui .
you by my side when the cold turkey starts to come .
you wiping off the sweat off my body .
you brushing my hair .
you kissing me goodnight .
you hugging me to sleep .
and all i ever dream off is waking up beside you and watch the sunrise on your face & say that i love you .
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you love me nurulain

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pyan saturday is my intro here . my first cry 5th December 1988 .

life have been so wonderful since i met gorgeous wifey nurulain ismail on the 10th November 2007 & i can also bring up that her love she gives is unmatch . and never have i thought of replacing her, cause it'll be hard for me to find someone who is willing to love me like how she does . no offence, but she's the only one i can say that know lots about my inner & outter part . i'd like to thank her for never stop trying .

i'm also blessed with manwey(dad), varda(mom), arwen(eldest sis), luthien(elder sis) & arien(baby sis) . they are the ones that have seen all my weakness, my bullshit, my everything easy to say . with lots of shits done to them from me . they've never put me aside . they've never stop loving me . they've never stop putting hopes on me . for now, i may not be able to repay them & show them what they really meant to me . for now .
Hajah Rugajah Binte Sued. I miss you anek.

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clone of an angel-1911 never gave up & stop loving me:
arwen-0401 luthien-0806 arien-2009
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