Wednesday, April 8, 2009 ;
everything i do is never enough !
everything bad is never forgotten/never will !
every good deeds is always easy come easy go !
people say that action speaks for us !
but the truth is the inner part is more important !
our damn bloody heart that is !
if only my heart could speak !
i'll let my love one's here to it !
let them know my FUCKING true intention for them .
i maybe one fucking like ONE say "useless" addict !
but i'm always that soft fucking Muhd Sufyan !
& this mind & heart have never ever stop thingking,
of the ones that have sacrifice so much for my sake !
Ayna, Manwey, Varda, Arwen, Luthien & Arien !
this are the people who would always put words,
into my feelings .
did they even check through my heart,
to know what am i thingking bout them ?
they would always say that i'm happy without their present !
but do they really know ? !
FUCK LIFE !

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pyan saturday is my intro here . my first cry 5th December 1988 .

life have been so wonderful since i met gorgeous wifey nurulain ismail on the 10th November 2007 & i can also bring up that her love she gives is unmatch . and never have i thought of replacing her, cause it'll be hard for me to find someone who is willing to love me like how she does . no offence, but she's the only one i can say that know lots about my inner & outter part . i'd like to thank her for never stop trying .

i'm also blessed with manwey(dad), varda(mom), arwen(eldest sis), luthien(elder sis) & arien(baby sis) . they are the ones that have seen all my weakness, my bullshit, my everything easy to say . with lots of shits done to them from me . they've never put me aside . they've never stop loving me . they've never stop putting hopes on me . for now, i may not be able to repay them & show them what they really meant to me . for now .
Hajah Rugajah Binte Sued. I miss you anek.

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my strength & faith:
clone of an angel-1911 never gave up & stop loving me:
arwen-0401 luthien-0806 arien-2009
family friend:
di ina alina nora loudspeaker yazier nifail rumidah jullijat maihudi
JustALink:
LeLove.