everything i do is never enough !
everything bad is never forgotten/never will !
every good deeds is always easy come easy go !
people say that action speaks for us !
but the truth is the inner part is more important !
our damn bloody heart that is !
if only my heart could speak !
i'll let my love one's here to it !
let them know my FUCKING true intention for them .
i maybe one fucking like ONE say "useless" addict !
but i'm always that soft fucking Muhd Sufyan !
& this mind & heart have never ever stop thingking,
of the ones that have sacrifice so much for my sake !
Ayna, Manwey, Varda, Arwen, Luthien & Arien !
this are the people who would always put words,
into my feelings .
did they even check through my heart,
to know what am i thingking bout them ?
they would always say that i'm happy without their present !
but do they really know ? !
FUCK LIFE !

