Saturday, April 11, 2009 ;happy good 17th month annivesary
good 17th month anni is over .
i hope i did everything rite .
i hope i did put a smile on your face at least once .
i hope i did put a relief feeling in your heart at least once .
i hope you loved the dinner i serve for you .
i hoped yov love every moment spend .
cause i did, i've always do & always will nui .
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my love i admit wrong for not reminding you,
for your early morning class .
i remember you telling me that you dont have class .
but it was a mistake . please dont be angry too long .
but i really thought that you dont have class,
cause you were okey with me asking you over .
you didnt even mention your class .
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now, i would like to say that .
i wont blame you for leaving .
cause i know i've been promising lots of things,
& delivering it all too late .
but i know i've not forgotten any of it even .
i've never kept trying to achieve it .
but i thought the most important thing of promise is to deliver .
i've been doing it too slow i guess . haish . . .
i know i'm useless i admit .
but this feelings to make you happy has never stop .
never will, cause you're that most precious princess in my heart .
but for now, i'll like to say sorry for what i've done .
i hope you'll forgive me for the past & present & hopefully future .
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btw, i did avoid meeting anyone & didnt go out of the house,
cause i was sitting at home excitingly waiting for me wifey,
to reach to have dinner & watch movie all with her .
most importantly is that i did avoid taking anything into me .
i really wish to stop that habit .
cause that is all my wifey wants from me .
& she's been waiting for a year & five months for me to stop .
but i'm just not putting to much effort to it !
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now that i've lost everything to you .
you say you want to start something new .
and it's breaking my heart you're gonne leave .
& if you wanna leave take good care .
hope you have lots of nice things to wear .
a lot of nice things turn bad out there .
it's hard to get by, just upon a smile .
i'll always remember you like a princess girl .
you know i've seen a lot of what the world can do .
& it's breaking my heart in two .
cause i never want to see you sad girl, dont be a bad girl .
hope you make a lot of nice friends out there .
just remember there's a lot of bad & beware .
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nurulain i love you so much .
thanks for enduring all pains i've given .
you know that it's never intentionally .
you have done so much just for us .
i know your love for me has always been strong .
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you love me too .

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pyan saturday is my intro here . my first cry 5th December 1988 .

life have been so wonderful since i met gorgeous wifey nurulain ismail on the 10th November 2007 & i can also bring up that her love she gives is unmatch . and never have i thought of replacing her, cause it'll be hard for me to find someone who is willing to love me like how she does . no offence, but she's the only one i can say that know lots about my inner & outter part . i'd like to thank her for never stop trying .

i'm also blessed with manwey(dad), varda(mom), arwen(eldest sis), luthien(elder sis) & arien(baby sis) . they are the ones that have seen all my weakness, my bullshit, my everything easy to say . with lots of shits done to them from me . they've never put me aside . they've never stop loving me . they've never stop putting hopes on me . for now, i may not be able to repay them & show them what they really meant to me . for now .
Hajah Rugajah Binte Sued. I miss you anek.

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my strength & faith:
clone of an angel-1911 never gave up & stop loving me:
arwen-0401 luthien-0806 arien-2009
family friend:
di ina alina nora loudspeaker yazier nifail rumidah jullijat maihudi
JustALink:
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