i'm sorry i didn't meet up with you .
but this thought of me not deserving a perfect girl like you .
just came up in my mind .
it really hurts so much .
having to think of all the things that i've done to you,
not giving the happiness you so really crave for .
but without fail, i've tried every sec .
& you know that, i know .
but some how, everything i do has never been rigth in your eyes .
& without a miss, you'll always find reasons to be angry with me .
although you already know that i'm one dumb ass .
yet you expect me to go get everything right fast .
no matter how much differents we have from each other .
my heart strongly knows that we have one command thing that is so strong,
that no one will ever have the strength or power to take it away,
except for us, we're the ones who could take this one commad thing away .
& that is for sure our strong love that we have for each other .
i know that dear, but in my part .
i'm not really to sure for you .
cause it's always been me who has always think for a happy future for us .
but you'll always think otherwise .
& put my addiction to the picture, without fail .
~
nurulain, you love me too !
& i love you so !
