Friday, April 10, 2009 ;

this girl is muhd sufyan's love .
she is the reason for him still standing & walking .
but sometime she doesnt realise that .
cause she's so focused on him & his addiction for drugs .
he is not blaming her . but sometime she is too strick !
but what the hell, no matter how the day turns out .
nurulain will forever be muhdsufyan love life .
the first in his heart & is never to be replace .

nurulain is my anjeje, manje, mama, mama nuyul, nui .
those are the love names given to her by me .
for the past 17month, she's been enduring lots & lots of crappy stuff from me .
& sincerely saying i appreciate it .
i tried & still trying very hard to avoid all those heart pains for you .
but everytime i will fail .
i've never plan to give up though .
for 17months too she's been giving me LOVE a man could never replace .
never resist, never forget, never !

i'm really sorry for all the heart pain i've given !
the blood i shed ! the tears i ignore ! the pleas forgotten !
i'm really sorry ! will forgive me & wait for improvements ?

do you believe me when i say i'm always happy when you're around ?
do you believe that no one has ever love me the way you do ?
do you believe that no one is ever gonna replace you ?
do you believe that i really so love you more than anyone ?
do you believe that i will change ?
do you believe that i'm gonna make you happy again ?
do you believe that i'm trying my best to change ?
do you believe ? will you belive ? are you trying to believe ?

any other girl, i'd let you walk away .
any other girl, i'm sure i'd be ok .
tell me what makes a man .
wanna give you all his heart .
smile when you're around .
and cry when you're apart .
if you know what makes a man .
wanna love you the way i do .
girl you gotta let me know .
so i can get over you .
what makes her so right ?
is it the sound of her laugh ?
that look in her eyes ?
when do you decide ?
she is the dream that you seek ?
that force in your life .
when you apologize, no matter who was wrong .
when you get on your knees,
if that would make her come to you .

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pyan saturday is my intro here . my first cry 5th December 1988 .

life have been so wonderful since i met gorgeous wifey nurulain ismail on the 10th November 2007 & i can also bring up that her love she gives is unmatch . and never have i thought of replacing her, cause it'll be hard for me to find someone who is willing to love me like how she does . no offence, but she's the only one i can say that know lots about my inner & outter part . i'd like to thank her for never stop trying .

i'm also blessed with manwey(dad), varda(mom), arwen(eldest sis), luthien(elder sis) & arien(baby sis) . they are the ones that have seen all my weakness, my bullshit, my everything easy to say . with lots of shits done to them from me . they've never put me aside . they've never stop loving me . they've never stop putting hopes on me . for now, i may not be able to repay them & show them what they really meant to me . for now .
Hajah Rugajah Binte Sued. I miss you anek.

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my strength & faith:
clone of an angel-1911 never gave up & stop loving me:
arwen-0401 luthien-0806 arien-2009
family friend:
di ina alina nora loudspeaker yazier nifail rumidah jullijat maihudi
JustALink:
LeLove.