just got home from sending wifey home .
i'd like to thank her for spending the whole day with me .(likely i think)
she was here from 2300hrs last night till 16oohrs just now .
i'm mostly happy with her around though .
we had movie marathon .
ofcause i had to download her type of movies .
we watch "my dead girlfriend from the past" & "hatching pete".
the first story is slow & bored & the other one is funny .
after watching movie we went to sleep, it was already 0400hrs .
our eyes were letting us down .
so i prepared her for sleep .
i kiss her forehead, wish her goodnight & said thanks for a wonderful 18th month .
than i tap her to sleep . she went straight to deep sleep .
eventually i cant get myself to sleep .
cause watching her sleep took away all my tiredness .
while watching this sleeping beauty .
all sorts of thoughts came to mind .
the thougth of being the luckiest man to have her by my side .
the thougth of all bad things i've done, instead of letting go she kept holding on & never gave up .
the thought of all the beautiful & ugly things we went through together .
the thought of me getting to watch the sunrise on her face .
the thought of me getting to be the first one to say "i love you" to her in the morning .
but one particular thought struck me in fear .
what kind of man will i be if she didnt appear into my life .
tears followed after all those thoughts .
i hurriedly hug her tiedly & wispered to her ear "i love you, dont you ever leave me".
she woke up & push me aside & said "i ngantok lah ayg!" hahaha . . .
after that i on the comp & update blog .
than i on songs & went straight to sleep .
we woke up at 0900hrs & went straight to bath .
after bathing i thought she wanted to go off .
instead she wants to stay longer & try out my x-box360 .(much to my delight)
she saw this PINATA game & wanted to try it .
while she was trying out the game .
i made breakfast for us both .
she got so hooked to game that when breakfast was ready .
i had to feed her her breakfast & mine at the same time .
i had to wait till she was finish chewing, i had to wait till she said she wants water .
i had to wait for her to be done so i can go on & wash the dishes .
oh . . . how "Princess" like way this wifey of mine did, she is my "Princess" anyway .
she played the game with full of concentration .
even though the game wasnt intense . she didnt allow me to disturb her ! (cerewet kan ni "Princess"!)
she played the game till she got tired & sleepy .
she told me she had plans to go out & celebrate "mother's day" with her family .
so we make our move to her place .
but when she reach home, no one was home .
i felt so freaking, fucking guilty sia .
she willingly spend the day with me till she was left by her family alone at home . (currently)
i didnt remind her that she has to go out with her family .
now her mother have to celebrate "mother's day" without her, all thanks to me .
but overall, i had a wonderful & beautiful time .
& this is the longest time i spend with her on our "ANNI" .
i really love what had just occured .
i wish it'll happen again soon .
thanks & sorry dear .
love you nurulain ismail .
