Tuesday, June 23, 2009 ;love you still .
hope you're reading this dear .

all i wanted to do was to call you,
say sorry for sleeping on you on the phone last night, ask if you'd like to have dinner with me after work tomorrow night & lastly wish you goodnight like i always do .

but all i got from you is "i'm irritating & i'm disturbing you" . it's really funny to get that as a respon from your "gf" after one day without talking .

you're angry cause i met my friends and never meet you . i did give you a call .
you didnt anwser . i assume you're mad bout last night dear .
so i waited for your call .

haish . . .
enough of this .
you know what i'm sick of this .
week in & week out i work just to make you feel like a princess .
but everytime i try that, you'd always find the simples of mistakes just to get angry with me .
why dear ?
i really dont get you .
you want me to work, you're always angry if i'm always asking to meet up .
but when i'm busy working & have no time to meet .
the respon i get is the same, "you screaming your lungs out at me" .


ps . nurulain, everytime i work i'd always think of you .
everytime i have my lunch i'll talk to myself and ask if you already had your lunch .
everytime i'm done working i'll always get excited bout meeting up with you .
& you keep on bragging bout me not missing you !

i love you still .

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pyan saturday is my intro here . my first cry 5th December 1988 .

life have been so wonderful since i met gorgeous wifey nurulain ismail on the 10th November 2007 & i can also bring up that her love she gives is unmatch . and never have i thought of replacing her, cause it'll be hard for me to find someone who is willing to love me like how she does . no offence, but she's the only one i can say that know lots about my inner & outter part . i'd like to thank her for never stop trying .

i'm also blessed with manwey(dad), varda(mom), arwen(eldest sis), luthien(elder sis) & arien(baby sis) . they are the ones that have seen all my weakness, my bullshit, my everything easy to say . with lots of shits done to them from me . they've never put me aside . they've never stop loving me . they've never stop putting hopes on me . for now, i may not be able to repay them & show them what they really meant to me . for now .
Hajah Rugajah Binte Sued. I miss you anek.

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clone of an angel-1911 never gave up & stop loving me:
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